Hm , can't say anything

Yeah , what can i say right now i feel yeah i feel very lonely . I need someone to make me happy like always . Hm , i just want someone who can make me calm . But i think it is dificult to replace him with someone else ! I don't know why i become like this . Yeah , probably because i still love him ? I want to forget all about him but Why ? Why i can't do that ? I don't want to punish myself because of this . My feeling very suffer ! Do you think about it ? Do you ? I feel i like a silly girl who would wait you and you'll have substitute . I look like silly girl right ?  What can i do is remember our's memories , and i tired with all this . Please go from my heart ! I begging you !